All I Really Want...

Is Her... I Don't Know How We Are At This Point... I Don't Even Know If We'll Even Get Together Now At This Point... [BUT] I Do Know That I Want Her Now... [IF] She Is Playing Games I'm Not Gon Let That Stop Me... I'll Just Move On And Find Another Girl... Honestly I Do Feel Hurt When I Think About Her Messing Around And Her Finding Another Man To Do Wat I Can't... But I Try Not To Care And I Find Myself Caring... I Wish She Could See All This I'm Typing Right Now... I Wanna Tell Her But I'm Scared I'll Get Hurt... And Then I'll Be Just A Hurt Feeling Person... I Wanna Be Able To Be There For Her, Care For Her, Hold Her, Kiss Her, Maybe Love Her If Love Real... But It's Unknown If That'll Happen... Hopefully It Will... Next Time I Talk To Her Maybe I'll Let Her Know... I Don't Know... We'll See... I Hope I Was Wrong About Her Playing Games... Please Let Me Be Wrong God... For Once, Help Me Out God... I Don't Wanna Be Same Old Jalen Who Would Get Mad At Everything... Disrespect Females... And Just Be Rude/Mean... I Wanna Be Who I Was Back Then... Nice, Quiet, Respectful Person... I Really Want Her And I Wish I Could Tell Her... I Wish...