You Know Wats Even Worse...

About This Feeling? I Haven't Talked To Her In 4 Days... And I Feel Like She Doesn't Want Me No More... Even Though I'm Sure It's Probably School Or She Busy You Know I Still Feel Like She Found Somebody Else Better Than Me... Which Not Hard To Do... If That's Tha Case Though, Ironically, I Would Be Hurt & Sad... I'm Not Gon Sit Here And Lie To Y'all Reading This... And I Know It'll Be My Fault Cuz I Made Her Feel Like I Couldn't Trust Her Then I Would Always Get Mad At Her... OR Always Be Mad... I'm Too Shy For Her, And I'm Just Not Somebody Worth Her Time... Even Though She Says I Am... But I [KNOW] She Can Find Somebody Better Than Me... I'm Rude, Sarcastic, Anger Issues, Mean, I Admit I'm Not Tha Wealthiest Person But I'm Not Broke As Others, Like I Said Before; I'm Shy And She Likes To Talk, I'm Quiet... She Told Me To Stop Focusing On Tha Negatives But I Have No Choice Cuz All That's Around Me Is Negativity... She Says She Want Me But Am I Wat She Need? I Know I'm Not... I Wanna Be Wit Her But She Probably By Now Thinks I'm Playing Games And Gonna Go To Somebody Else Soon... I Would Hate To See That But I Know That'll Happen... I Would Rather Her Be Wit Somebody Better Than Her To Be Wit Me And All My Issues And Her Apart Of Everything I Put Myself Through Somehow... I Don't Want Her Having To Feel Sad/Mad Because I'm Angry At Her Everyday [Or More Than Enough] Or We Go Out I'm Quiet Cuz I'm Typically Shy/Quiet... I Don't Want Her Dealing With All That... She Don't Need Me... I Need Her... Will I Get Her? I'm Not Sure... I'll Have To See...